Broken Rules

When I created this blog,I had imposed a self-rule that I am going to publish one post per month. As it happens with every rule,this too got broken. I could give the reason as there was lot of time constraint. Appraisals happened, I got more busy with work, I went to Kerala (my native place) too... But somehow I feel that I could have managed time. This always happens with us. We think of achieving something. We plan, make strategies, initiate things, and start executing it. The list could vary. It may be for joining a gym, learning an instrument, in hunt for a library etc.... we join it, pay the fees, religiously attend the classes for two weeks... and suddenly we don't have time...We don't have time to practice. We don't have time to attend sessions...Whenever I used to give this petty excuse of not getting time to practice, my violin sir always used to ask, do I find time to have breakfast, lunch and dinner? and then I started realizing that we would religiously initiate things when
a) it's our only means of survival
b) we genuinely enjoy doing it

and we start cribbing of not being able to do things.. we would crib of being in office for 12 hrs.. we would crib of not having too much work... we would crib of not being able to follow our dreams... we would crib of not having time...

The next step? convincing ourselves that it's not our fault..Its in our destiny... we would work harder...Phew.. complex human behaviour..

At this moment I am trying to convince myself that I would publish one post every month.. Let's see.....